I AM BEYOND FUSTRATED ): Call me hopelessly pathetic for all I care, try being in my shoes where expectations befall upon you. Do you know how much it hurts to put your all into something and obtain unacceptably awful outcome? I have no one but to blame myself. I cannot bear to see myself go through such a thing as it's affecting those I love as well. They constantly worry about my sudden behaviour but I just don't know how to explain what I'm going through. The will to prove others wrong is strongly taking over my other emotions, but I need to figure out how to control it in a better manner.
Words are just flowing like salt water into a deeply gashed wound which obviously isn't helping me with the situation. Drastic measurements,that's my only chance.
And with that I shall end this,leaving you with something to ponder about.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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